Back to life back to the mumble mumble!

So Tami and I seperated.

Been a couple weeks now. She moved back to her parents and I am going to try to keep the house payments up.

Such is life I guess. I am assuming right now that it is probably just not a good idea for me to have a relationship.

If things aren't exactly how I think they should be then I will only have myself to blame. Cause blaming someone else is conveniant. Not that I did or did not do that I am just saying. There is a way to gurantee that I don't have to ask myself whether or not I am guilty of that. And that is to just not have anyone around to blame.

 I think it may be better that way. Then I have more time for the too many hobbies and projects I am always interested in.

Am I ok?

Yeah, as ok as anyone else would be I guess. I asked her to marry me and I meant it. Now we are individuals again. There are a handfull of ways to deal with that. I'll eventually pick one I am sure. And no rude comments. Tami did what she needed to do and I did what I needed to do. Reasons are personal and shouldn't be considered "wrong" or "bad" from either end. People can't always live together. Sometimes it just doesn't work. End of chapter. Hehehe, my story isn't done I am sure of that.

The boys are now officially spending summer with Mom and Pop and they will be visiting Aunts and Uncles and so on aplenty. Aaron looked so wonderful this weekend. And he was very happy, and seemed ready for summer to start. I know how he feels.

I miss summer. That first week of summer vacation was always one of the greatest periods of time. Everything seemed possible and just waiting for you.

I hope things are going well for you guys. Nichole I will call you eventually hon, hehehe! Probably not when I say I will but I will get around to it. AND YOU HAVE MY NUMBER TOO BEE-ATCH! So no pointing fingers! You can dial woman!

Love you guys. Check back in a month or so and I may have added a sentence! lol.